:( :(

I'm alone
Without anybody beside me
There's nobody to rely on
I'm on a journey....

Life is on the edges,
Searching & looking for someone,
To give me love : 'a new hope',
To pull me back to a new life.

A meaning so that I may live,
Only a desire, whose end is nowhere,
But only 'love' and 'affection',
Not much but only a handful.

'Love' not physical but eternal.
Is there really someone for me
Who is true in my heart?
Maybe I'm not for anyone.
But I still want to lore on,
If 'love is not illusion.

OOPS !! SORRY !! MY MISTAKE !!

It was my mistake that I blindly believed you,
Without thinking even once, I trusted you.
I didn't even listened to anyone's comment,
Just thought that we would stick together happily.
But I never ever thought that  you might leave me....
So sorry that I never thought about that,
Sorry that I bored you till last day(till you left me).


Now, I wonder why it hurts so much when one is alone,
Now I feel your absence more, but I was stupid.
We really had good moments & dreams but now all are lost,
We gelled together but something came between us & you broke my heart.
So, sorry for never taking care of you(you might think like that),
Sorry for being a stupid guy(maybe that's why you left me).


Oops! how can I forget our past memories,
Those silly dreams and promise.
You promised that you'll always remain mine,
But oops!! the unthinkable  happened and you left.
Now i realize my mistake of  trusting you,
My mistake of falling blindly for you.
Now, time will come when you will miss me the most,
But you'll only find my ghost.


So, a big sorry for I will never be back again,
A big sorry if you miss me dear..........

MY FIRST GIFT

Young lovers wait for many years to buy a lovely gift
Even at tough times they end up with ared garden rose,
The crazy ones die hard to bring down the stars of paradise
Oh! I forgot that even the lonely sun is a precious star or so!!
I had no idea what gift to offer to my love at first sight;
But i was sure something special was on the cards for me,
For God's sake, it was very special and dear to me, and why??
She was a close friend of mine over the years and now..
At last i turned myself to a trusted aide for help;
I carried a recent photo of hers in my right hand,
Yes! Make me a potrait of her in just two days--
For at glance tears came down from her blue eyes
She called me and was full of praise for such an art,
And i got the true answer and my wait is over now..